More for me....

More for me....

I have really not been blogging at all lately. I feel like our daily lives are filled with boring details that nobody would be interested in. At the moment I am writing this more for myself to vent than anything.

Life is always full of constant change. You can always depend on that. Mr. Kris and I have been praying for change going on a year and many,many months now. It is so difficult to put effort and emotion into something and to feel it still is in no way close to your grasp.

My body is worn out and exhausted, physically and emotionally. I have not been myself at all over the past 5 months and I hate feeling that I have no control over it. My Mr. Kris is the most amazing best friend. He is always there to help me with AnYtHiNg. He is always right at my side when I need him. It makes me love him 100,000 X more than I ever thought I could. He is perfect to me....every time I look at him I am overwhelmed with the love I have for him.

I truly know that when you have to work for something, you appreciate it and love it that much more. I just wish sometimes the "work" didn't require so much of us.

My Kris and I are still taking it step by step,

we make an awesome team by the way,

and I know that it will happen...

I just wish it was sooner rather than later!